kurorose

Complete title:
"Life is at it's lowest right now... but there is some optimism"

So.... dearest people out there who read this, read the FULL title. -points to last line- I don't wanna depress you, I'm just trying to write out everything before I forget it.

Points I'll go over:
Bad:
have a headache
lost my cell phone, need a replacement
stillborn baby guineapigs
thunderstorms

Good:
my old ex wants to be friends ^^
this guy in my class and i hugged :3
my mate is unbelievably nice to me
i suppose my birthday coming up is good?

Neutral:
my birthday is coming up
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I have a headache.... it hurts so much, so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much... and I feel like I deserve it for losing my phone. ^^

LOST MY PHONE. Well I dropped it while walking to the bus today... realized I lost it and back tracked like 5 times, couldn't find it, went home, told my sis, a guy who speaks ONLY spanish picked up. So... my phones gone because we disconnected it... -sigh- I lost ALL my numbers. ;-; fffffff so im phoneless.... I feel like such an idiot -emo corner-

Can my day get ANY worse? at ALL? yes. yes it can. So I got a ride home from my stepdad who told me our pregnant guinea pig had her babies.... stillborn... -sigh- He didn't like take them out of the cage or bury them or anything so theyre still there... I saw them -sigh- they wouldve been so fluffy x-x ;-; -headpain- OWE o.<

there was tons of thunderstorms today. I left my class around 5 to go use the payphone before it got dark (no cell phone) to call my stepdad for a ride and half the sky was a thunderstom while the other half was sunny and pinkish since the sun was beginning to lower... it was beautiful and quiet while i walked back to my class... then it got dark, the thunder got louder and the lightning flashed closely...and it rained hard >< Luckily no one I know got hit by lightning... I think.

One of the things in life that cheered me up when I read about it was that my ex wanted to be friends again. wooo... I need more irl friends, anyways it was awesome.

Theres a guy in my night philosophy class who's kinda cute... his name is David and he draws nonstop in the class... like life sketches, its pretty cool cuz he's really good. Anyways we talked a little bit today and kinda made eachother laugh despite how bad our days were... he's homeless right now >< (parent troubles) so I offered him a hug and he seemed really happy about it ^^ I was happy too cuz i didnt hug ANYONE today x-x

My mate is unbelievably nice to me... I <3 him lots. He's uber sweet and caring~ He basically cheers me up and knows when I'm depressed ><' even when I lieee -pouts- basically... he cheered me up today.

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my birthday is on sunday....gunna be "legal" wooooo And i dont really care ^^''

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[x] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (hahaha only my moms employees but eh xD)
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. (sometimes)
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside 3 or more times a day.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
Total: 20

Post this in your journal with the title saying
"I act like a ___ year old!"

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OK so yeah. I act like a 20 year old. COOL. lol

Do this and repost it with the title: I've done__ out of the 124 stupid things:



Level 1
( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Smoked a cigar
(x) Drank alcohol (just a little bit)
(1)

Level 2
(x) Are/been in love
(x) Been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) Been fired
( ) Been in a fist fight
(4)

Level 3
(x) Had a crush on an older person(wait...older how?)
(x) Skipped school
( ) Slept with a co-worker
(x) Seen someone/something die
(7)

Level 4
(x) Had/have a crush on one of your deviantart friends
( ) Been to Paris
( ) Been to Spain
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Thrown up from drinking
(9)

Level 5
(x) Eaten sushi
( ) Been snowboarding/skiing
( ) Met someone because of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
(10)

Level 6
( ) Been in an abusive "class" relationship
(x) Taken pain killers
(x) Love/loved someone who you can't have...
(x) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) Made a snow angel
(13)

Level 7
(x) Had a tea party
(x) Flown a kite
(x) Built a sand castle
( ) Gone Mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
(17)

Level 8
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) Gone sledding
(x) Cheated while playing a game
(x) Been lonely
( ) Fallen asleep at work/school
(21)

Level 9
(x) Watched the sun set
(x) Felt an earthquake
( ) Killed a snake.
(23)

Level 10
(x) Been tickled many times
(x) Been robbed/vandalized
( ) Been cheated on (this really depends on your perspective)
(x) Been misunderstood
(26)

Level 11
(x) Won a contest
( ) Been suspended from school.
(x) Had detention
(x) Been in a car/motorcycle accident. (car just so you know)
(29)

Level 12
(x) Had/going to have braces. (supposedly im going to get braces soon)
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the rain
(32)

Level 13
(x) Hated the way you look
(x) Witnessed a crime
( ) Pole danced
(x) Questioned your heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
(36)


Level 14
(x) Squished barefoot through the mud.
(x) Been lost...
( ) Been to the opposite side of the world
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying
(40)

Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons/ Colored Pencils/ Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins (does mcdonalds count XD? )
(45)

Level 16
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(x) Made a prank phone call
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Kissed in the rain (Yeah....it was kinda nice....kinda)
(48)

Level 17
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Watched the sun set/sun rise with someone you care/cared about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach or anywhere
(52)

Level 18
( ) Crashed a party
( ) Have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) Gone rollerskating/blading (as of late? no)
(x) Had a wish come true
( ) Been humped by a monkey
(54)

Level 19
(x) Worn pearls
( ) Jumped off A Bridge
( ) Swam With Sharks (This is something I will never ever ever ever do alone :/ )
(55)

Level 20
(x) Got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) Kissed a fish
(x) Sat on a roof top
(57)

Level 21
( ) Screamed at the top of your lungs (I don't really scream...)
(x) Done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel (when I was little XD)
(x) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
(60)


Level 22
(x) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree (i washed it tho)
(x) Climbed a tree (didnt climb very high)
(x) Had/been in a tree house
(x) Been scared to watch scary movies alone (but i always end up doing it -cries- stupid mom falling asleep)
(64)

Level 23
(x) Believed in ghosts
(x) Have had more than 30 pairs of shoes (yup)
( ) Been in a dunk tank
(66)

Level 24
(x) Played chicken
( ) Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) Broken a bone
(x) Been easily amused
(69) <hehehehe lol XD

Level 25
( ) Caught a fish then ate it later
(x) Caught A Butterfly ( i released it a little while later :3 )
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried so hard you laughed
(72)

Level 26
(x) Cheated on a test
(x) Forgotten someone's name
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) Been Kicked out of class
(x) Tried to hurt yourself
(76)

level 27
(x) Rode a roller coaster (batman from six flags)
( ) Went scuba diving/snorkeling
(x) Taken prescription drugs not prescribed to you (they were my moms pain meds and i was hurting real bad -shrug-)
(x) Black mailed someone
(x) Been black mailed (until I blackmailed them ^^ )
(80)

Level 28
(x) Been used
(x) Fell going up the stairs
( ) Licked a cat
(x) Bitten someone ( I love biting)
(83)


Level 29
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint by an air-soft gun
( ) smoked pot
( ) gone to school/work high
( ) did more than 2 drugs in an hour
( ) did enough drugs to lose consciousness
( ) been to therapy
(83)

OK. So last night I had an odd dream. Like It was really weird (to me at least)

     It all started with Courage the Cowardly Dog. Courage stole this weird diamond thing from Katz. While Courage was running away, I was there and he shouted gibberish then handed it to me and ran away. I stared at the diamond, It was shaped like a mini red yang piece.   
    The piece looked eerily familiar and then I realized, I have a white yin piece that was the exact same size. When I put the two together, 8 pieces of diamonds fell into my hand, all tear dropped shaped, and they were pairs to symbolize tears I guess, they were red, blue, yellow, and black.
     Somehow I knew what they(ALL the diamonds) were and why I had them. The yinyang symbol was a key to go to another realm: A realm where humans and magic live together in peace. The tears were to save the realm.
     So, I showed the jewels to my sister and my mom. My mom wanted the whole family to go with me on the mission and I told her that she needed to stay because who was going to watch the house? So I wound up with my sister as I began to pack, apparently she had been in the other realm before so I was kinda stuck.
     Anyway, my sister summoned two eastern dragons to take us there, by then I had the yinyang symbol around my neck and once the bigger one saw it, it was purple, it offered me to ride it. So I did and I watched my sister and her green dragon ride behind us, we went through this weird blue/purple light tunnel thing and we appeared above a field of wild flowers and dandelions.
     The dragons then landed and I found a small area to find the "key" to put the red tears on or with. Somehow I found the key (I don't remember who or what it was). Then my sister left, saying she needed to get something.
      Then the dragon took me to the next place the key would be. A school. I had noticed that the keys had a pattern with dragons, so I walked through the school wearing a dress( for some reason) that was bluegreen and I found the security guard and asked if there was anything in the school that had black dragons or anything and all of the sudden the security guard laughed and cried, showing his back which had the mark and he was the first human key so I asked him why the realm needed to be saved. He said something about this dark dragon/human creature that was going to escape in a few hours and how the tears when all placed with the keys would remove his powers. We began talking outside and it was nighttime. I noticed that the school was on like a high building which loomed over a lake and across the lake was a steel tower, which held the bad guy.
       The key and I continued our conversation and then a blonde fairy with blue wings squealed and began talking to me and fawning over me. Then she kissed me, which made me freeze for some reason and the guard key shouted when he noticed something going on with the tower. The tower was glowing red and melting. I freaked out and pushed the fairy away. The guard shouted at me to get a move on and I looked at the full moon, then felt something in my gut.
        The tower melted enough for a solitary figure to stand in the metal freely then he began changing into a black eastern dragon. When I focused, I ran off the edge off the building. I felt pieces off "me" fall off and I changed into a white/silver eastern dragon.
        I flew to the moon and fought against the black dragon as hard as I could and somehow when we fought the silhouette was against the moon and I "released" the blue tears which floated in the sky with a forcefield as I ran away.
       As I landed, I was surrounded by yellow creatures (pikachu's and yellow pokemon included). It was daytime and I held the yellow tears as I searched for the key. I found it (forgot what it was, I think it was a dog) and met up with my sister and got onto her dragon to leave.
      When we got back to the normal realm, I kept the yinyang symbol and went to a party. While I was talking to my friends I looked up and felt my heart and stomach fall. I saw the dark dragon guy in human form, he had dark hair and dark eyes, and he was really tannish. I looked around and left the party, running away because I was sure he would leave the normal humans alone. I blinked, he was in front of me and I squeaked. He moved close to me and I kept backing up, thinking, "shit shit shit shit". He smirked and kissed me.

Then I woke up. Im thinking he killed me while kissing me >>; By stabbing me or something.

Note to self: T.V. is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

Ok.... so I've like just noticed that I have 1,000+ views. Silly me. Soooo I'll draw something....eventually. BUT I will fo'sho' draw it for 1313 views.... cuz its over 1234 D: x_x

ok.... on another note It's July 13th. HOLY CRAP. The days are going by too fast X_X

I watched V for Vendetta earlier... it made me wanna cry for some reason....

Oh yeah and I just cleaned the guinea pig cage thing(it's like huge cuz it fits 5 of them) and FAILED T_T I'm gunna draw like a comic strip for that lol

Love,
Kurorose